Birthday~!

Mmm hmm. Yup. That's right.

My birthday is tomorrow. In just a few short hours, I'll be seventeen.

Now I know that by no standards is that old, but I just feel old. I feel like my life is going really, really fast, like someone left a tape on fast forward by accident. I know I have a big, beautiful life ahead of me. It's just...I'm Peter Pan. I just don't want to leave it behind, ya know?

It's like my body wants to age, but my mind disagrees.

That being said, I'm still looking forward to tomorrow.

In defiance of my ageing self, I'm going out to see 'UP' with some friends.

Damn straight.

PFFF- WE ARE WEIRD.

I can't believe I forgot to post this.

Man, are we weird or are we weird?

...we're weird.

Doodle~

Sketched this up in paint. It's done in a friends style...I wanted to try to copy it, just for shits and giggles. Ya know.

In the end it turned out quite well for a little sketch. Too bad is isn't my style! JELOUS.

Updates

1. I'm still working on my website...it's almost done!

2. I received 'Arts Leader' for my graduating class of 2010! It's gonna be a great year.

3. I received 'Assembly Committee Leader' for next year, too!

4. Just finished reading Squee! by J. Vasquez (It was, unsurprisingly, amazing)

5. AnimeNorth (my super nerdy Anime convention) was fantastic. One of the best years yet, and I'm a 5 year veteran

...I'll write more updates later (and give a screen-shot of my W.I.P. website),
but I need to study some bloody Functions and Applications right about now.

IMPORTANT MESSAGE

Sonia wants me to tell the world how stupid our government is.









...Hello World. Our government is stupid.
The End.

This is my evening.

I'm tired. It's getting late. Haven't finished my homework. Have lots of work to do. Have a headache. Have an alergic reaction on both arms. Have school in the morning. Lots of chores to finish.



...Fuck it all, I'm gonna go read me some Deadpool.

Artistically frustrated

I'm going crazy. Honest, I'm just going crazy.

I have so many damn things to do, and knowing that I'll be applying to University/College soon isn't helping. I want to do something in the Arts, possibly animation. I'd love that. But I'm just going damn crazy trying to get my art skills up to my own standards.

I wrote this to some of my online friends:

"DURRR, I'M FRUSTRATED.

I don't know why, but every time I start drawing,

I get pissed off at how its turning out and I end up stopping.

Bleh..."

Then one of my good online friends said this:

"Awwww.

Yeah that happens to everyone.

Its like right in between when your artist eye has gotten better, but your technique is a bit behind it,

Just focus on practicing and keep posittivveeee to keep yourself out of an art block

Right after this your art should improve~"

When she wrote "Its like right in between when your artist eye has gotten better, but your technique is a bit behind it", I couldn't believe it. She had taken my frustrations and put it into words, and it suddenly made perfect sense.

I know that I can't stop, that I can't give up. This is what I love...drawing, filming, animating...ART! And even if I get frustrated, I need to keep at it.

So, on that note, this entry begins with a little something I doodled up.

Enjoy.